that time of year again...

Well its that time of year again and no im not talking about valentines day or christmas, im talking about my birthday! Yes i know im getting old im going to be 25 years old, almost to 30 but hey im doing it moving though. Im looking forward towards my goals and im getting closer each day I havent took a step backwards yet and im realy shocked because i thought i would have by now truthfully. I think im starting to feel the age creeping up on me. The years are going by really fast, I could have sworn i was 22 yesterday. So of course Im going to celebrate my birthday, the beginning of my end lol, with my close friends i have known threw the years especially since this will be my last birthday in california, then the countdown to Nevada will begin.

Gets on my nerves!

Dont you hate it when people say that they need beauty sleep?? Dont you just wanna say " Your still gonna wake up ugly"!! You dont wanna hurt anybody's feelings or lower any self-esteem. You really dont wanna be responsible for anybody killing themselves over your comment. I hate it when people ask me if i think they are cute especially when they are not!!! It just puts you in a awkward sitaution! You dont wanna say yes and lie but you dont wanna say no and crush their spirit. It's harder to answer the question and easy to change the subject quickly. It never fails, men or women, your gonna come across someone who will ask you that question and take my advice either change the subject or get mad at them for even asking a ridiculous question so you can get away free without either lying or telling the truth :)

friendship

Friendship is a pretty full-time occupation if you really are friendly with somebody. You can't have too many friends because then you're just not really friends. Now i think that if your somebody's friend that you should have their back no matter what. It's good to have friends and you can never have too many. I myself like meeting new people and making new friends. there are good people everywhere you just have to weed them out from the bad people. Everybody has good friends and bad friends, but really what matters most if that you pick your friends wisely.

something on my mind

I've been making a list of the things they don't teach you at school. They don't teach you how to love somebody. They don't teach you how to be famous. They don't teach you how to be rich or how to be poor. They don't teach you how to walk away from someone you don't love any longer. They don't teach you how to know what's going on in someone else's mind. They don't teach you what to say to someone who's dying. They don't teach you anything worth knowing.

wow

Dont you hate it when youhad something perfect or almost perfect in your grasp and you let it get away because you chose something esle. That's the worst feeling the in world. It makes you sick to your stomach day by day. Everytime you see that object or talk to that person you get upset with yourself because you knew you made a bad choice and when you tried to correct it, its just too late!! At that point yuou just wanna slap yourself dead i the face and say how dumb you are! LOL!

something to think about

ok everybody, i know theres been a time after a break up where your trying to get back in the game and you go on a date with someone who you know is just plain wrong lol. The person your going on the date with is totally out of your league but yet you give it a chance just hoping sparks might fly LOL! Now i have my own personal story about it tha happened around october or november it was really crazy lol. I've always came home with funny stories to tell after each of these dates and i dont do it on purpose eventhough people think i do it just happens. All ima say is that this one particular night ended up with me gettin food thrown at me and the middle finger LMAO now alot of you know this story and how it happened it wasnt my fault jsut to let you know but for those who dont know the story let me know and i'll be happy to tell you! LOL. feel free to share your stories also :)

my favorite quote

I just broke up with someone and the last thing she said to me was
'You'll never find anyone like me again!' I'm thinking, 'I should hope
not! If I don't want you, why would I want someone like you

my ending to 2008

well 2008 is over now i ended on a good note. i was proud of myself ..ing all my classes and passing them. i left all the exgf drama behind time to move on fresh i had to cut the fat lol. i can already see 2009 being a great year for me. i refuse to make the same mistakes i made in 08 into 09.

Valentines day

In the spirit of Valentines Day i have decided to share this quote.... Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit. " Now some people dont believe in love but there are a few people out there that still do even after heartache. I truthfully believe that everybody can possibly love somebody even if they have been rejected or dumped by multiple people. The problem may not be you it could be them. Never let one rejection be the end of your life. Move on! For every one person that rejects you theres another 2 people who like you. Trust me it actually does work that way.