My thoughts

At the beginning of the night i was happy and excited but it only takes one thing to screw that up. So i decided to watch the BET awards for the first time in about 4 years. The only reason i watched it was because it was supposed to be a tribute to Michael Jackson but of course it wasnt. Well there was a tribute but a very small tribute. Yea wasnt very impressed by it but it was good to see Janet there. She was looking good as always! But anyway i'm in a krucial mood tonight. Somebody kinda hit me with something unexpected so my mood totally changed from happy to krucial in a quick second! You know I dont have patience for alot of things. Ive been up late the past few nights thinking about stuff and yet I still havent come to the conclusion on what to do. Is being generous a bad thing? Let me know so I can stop with the generousity to others. Maybe i'm turning into the thing that i've been calling people?!?! An idiot!!! Not paying attention to what needs to be done and sticking to my morals and what I been in doing is not the Kris Krucial way. I need to go back to the way things were where I had total control and I had people on my schedule and did whatever i wanted without caring. Thats when I was truely happy and right now i'm not truely happy with the way things are but yet its gettin to the point where I am getting better. I tend to recognize that as you get older things tend to unravel in a way thats hard for you to explain but yet it seems like you hit a wall. I've hit that wall. I hit it pretty hard. I'm still trying to recover but I always need to stop getting so angry and upset over certain things. My attitude of being irate and easily irritated is really starting to take a toll on me. I think my worlds are starting to cross each other.

Idiots....

Ok now you know that I feel that most of my Ex-Girlfriends are idiots right, well this girl, shes a woman because shes older then me, shes an idiot forreal. I dont understand how someone that old can act so young. Getting upset over something that doesnt make any sense or that you shouldnt even care about is stupid. I say get a life. You shouldnt be sitting at home all day long with nothing no job or anything. Go to school, get a job , do something. And another thing thats on my mind that i think is funny, in defense for a friend of mine i dont understand why these women call some men losers when the men have jobs or careers with their own stuff and these women who are saying it have no job, 1,2, or 3 kids, and no car! that just gets on my nerves because who are you to talk when you cant even do anything ok wow you have no steady income and we know what your living off of and your proud of that but yet your calling men losers lol! i just dont get it lol its jsut something to think about i guess.

update yo!!

well its been a while since i have last wrote on here so you know theres lots to update. first of all im sticking to what i believe and that is every exgf i have had is an idiot lol simple. i think my taste in women is bad but im getting better. ive beens ticking to my morals lately and i have met a real nice girl and so far everything is going great!! summer school has now started so i went today me and erica but of ourse the class was full and we couldnt get into the class so that pretty much sucks and we both needed the class. but i still have philosophy so im not really trippin. i do plan on doing a radio show soon i need to be able to express myself lol. I have really grown into a fan of nip/tuck the tv series its awesome. if you havent seen it before you need to check it out seriously!!

target fart

Ok so me and my mom decided to go to target after i picked her up from work the other day and it was kinda crowded it was late afternoon about 430 or 5pm. so we are walking down the aisle and a bunch of women walked by then we started to smell something horrible lol. One of those women had popped off a fart and it smelled horrible. Me and my mom were currently talking and had our mouths open and walked into that fart cloud and it was horrible lol. People should be embarrassed lol how can you just walk around in a crowded store passing gas like that especially if it smelled like that lol