On My Way.....

Ok so I've officially hit in wall. It's the end of the semester and I've truly tried my best this summer session and now I've reached the end. I have a quiz and final test in Geogrpahy this coming week and also my final paper in English that I've been writing for a while now on Genetic Engineering. I know what your thinking and no I did not choose that subject it was given to me. This will probably be the best paper I've ever written in my life. It's like almost saying my life depends on this paper. Have you ever put your heart and soul into something knowing that it has to be the best ever but yet you still fall short? I swear that has to be the story of my life lol But this year I believe that I strived and got through alot of stuff that I would usually run away from.I'm proud of myself. It's been a rough 2 years for me trying to recover and get myself back on track but I must say I've jumped over every obstacle and now I'm just a few feet from the finish line. But finishing is not what I'm worried about, I'm worried about what I'm gonna do after I reach the finish line. Maybe I'm just thinking too far ahead and I should focus on the present.

Idiots

I swear in this world we are surrounded by idiots! It would be different if they didn't understand but to just be that stupid should be illegal! There's this girl I know, she's not a friend or anything I just know her and she need some kind of psychiatric help because I have never met anybody that much out of their mind! I see the reason why she's single and the reason she's alone with a child. First of ladies, don't ever try to hard to get a guy because we can smell when your desperate and we will go after you because we know your a easy target and never try to force a guy into a relationship don't try to a guy or anything like that. Just use better judgement when making that decision. With that being said - look forward to my weekend of complete boredom I have a paper on genetic engineering that is due on monday at noon and I'm just tickling the surface.
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The kris code

So I live by an invisible code that was created years before me that tells u how to interact with women. One of the rules are to never associate with a married woman no matter how hot she is. A girl that I used to mess with got married recently but yet she's calling me trying to hang out and stuff and I had to tell her I can't associate with her because she's married its against the rules. Married women are off limits no matter what. Unless they have proof of divorce we stay away from them! A woman with kid(s) is another situation and there are rules for that too and that's when the scale meter comes in effect!
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its about that time!!!

Now for those of you who know it's been about 2 years since i've have a gf. I've been looking for the girl I could be with and have fun with but it's been a long hard search. it's like when I think I have found someone she slips through my fingers and or maybe the ones who want me i dont have any business being with lol. Me and my friend Carl have been on the search for a while. We have developed "The Scale" and "Confidence Meter" then we try to follow when meeting women. What those things are I will tell in a different post. But it's 2010 and I'm ready it's about that time now! I will say by the end of this year I will have a gf! that is a promise!! I've finally realized what I want and possibly who I want but of course Im not gonna say on here lol

travel plans

So i've decided the places I wanna travel t before this year is out. number one of course is Canada! Oh Canada! Yes vancouver british columbia canada!!! thats a place i've been wanting to visit for years now. so now the time has finally come for me to take that trip and im soo excited!! art and wine festival, good food, beautiful women just soo much to see :) but next afterwards i'll be going to atlanta georgia. i know its strange for me to actual wanna go there but its for a good reason that i wont say on here. i'll keep that to myself lol The third and final place is either Great Britain,Netherlands, or London. A very good buddy of mine has convinced me to come there and visit them and i agreed so hopefully i can get there by the end of this year of next year before summer. thats the reason ive been studying up my languages. just imagining all the beautiful women in these places puts a big smile on my face lol oh yea and i cant forget cape town south africa! thats a trip i cant wait to make also! ive met a couple of nice people who are studying out there that i communicate with and i really wanna go. i think studying abroad would be awesome! i just wanna travel and meet people and learn other cultures

update...

This is month 2 of my intense workout program and im really proud of myself and im starting to really see results. By September i'll be exactly where i wanna be. so far i've lost some inches and some pounds and im starting to get back into my high school weight and i'll be ready to take my trips around the country to visit those special people.

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I'm stuck in between a rock and a hard place! I like having options but some time having too many can be a bad thing and that's my situation right now. I think I dont have enough options and maybe thats my issue. Of course I know what your thinking, your asking what do you mean by options? options in what? and those people who know me know of what I speak of.

R.I.P Papa

This year has been a crazy year for me. The one thing happened that I thought would never happen and thats my grandpa dying. I actually thought he would live forever because all the stuff he did really had no effect on him as far as his drinking. I just miss the drunk episodes and all the funny stories he would tell about his army days and his buddies he would beat up if they didnt repay him his money lol There are soo many memories of papa that I will remember forever and this year I've really dedicated it to him and everytime I do something good I think about how proud he would have been of me. Its tough not seeing him every morning in the kitchen knocking over stuff fixing his food as he scoots his old looking slippers across the floor lol He will always be remembered. It's gonna be weird about the holidays without him. The song on my blog is dedicated to him.

Kris Krucial update

How often have you woken up in the morning and then walked into the bathroom for the morning pee and then looked in the mirror and asked yourself " WTH am I doing with my life?" I swear for the last 2 years I was asking myself that while I was searching for my purpose. The past 2 years I've been working myself harder then ever and I'm finally getting somewhere. It just took a little bit of focus and alot of more free time for me to actually succeed. If I'm able to pull this off this summer and get this degree I swear I'm gonna reward myself with something I've been wanting for the past 2 years! I'm not gonna say you just have to wait and see lol