Update.....

So its been a while since I've blogged and things have really been looking better. I have my appointment with the air force this past monday and it went very well. I believe doing this will help me along with my future. I have no gf at this time so its an easier decision to make. I'm still currently waiting to hear from Holy Names University they said they would be in contact with me by wednesday afternoon. I'm not really worried I know I will get in I just want confirmation.
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Today was a good day!

Today was an interesting day for me but I'm not complaining. First I got my haircut (It was very much needed) then went to sf with my potna to go see one of his friends. He didn't mention that his friend was a stripper so we was at the strip club for about 2 hrs. I must say it was my first experience there and I didn't know how to act. I felt like a fat kid in a candy shop it was buns everywhere. So being the strip club virgin my potna said he would treat me to my first stripper lap dance so I pretty much chilled with the same girl the whole time until she went on stage. But I must say strippers aren't bad people. They are single moms just trying to make money to support themselves and their children, they are also students trying to pay they way through school. You can't look down on strippers for what they do they trying to make money too and they nice and like to talk (mostly about what they wanna do in life) but its real cool. Lucious how to be the hottest one in there and the one I chilled with. She called me her new best friend lol. After that experience I went to visit my friend in fillmore and chilled with her for a while. Haven't seen her in like a year so it was good to see her and talk with her outside of the phone and on xbox live. So after all of that I came home exhausted lol today was one of the funnest days ever for me lol
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The best day of my life!!

Today was the best day of my life! The first thing that led up to today was yesterday when I petitioned to graduate to receive my first of many degrees. I will be receiving 2. One in liberal arts and another in Humanities. Im really proud of myself for completing the first step in my 3 step program. The second thing that happened was today when I was woken up by a phone call from Xbox saying that they fixed my xbox and they shipped it off today which was great. That was the best phone call I've had in a long time. The third thing was that my grades officially posted on the school website so that meant I was officially a graduate! It feels good knowing that I completed something that I finished. Seeing those 2 degrees on my wall will continue to motivate me to succeed for more. And the last most important thing was that I got accepted verbally by 2 universities for the Fall semester now I just gotta wait on the transcript and everything to go through so it can be official. Today was truly the best day of my life. It's funny because I didnt tell anybody about this but yet im blogging about it lol Anyway this weekend im read to kick it and celebrate!! I'll catch ya later!

Domino Effect...Again

So now its that time of year again and the domino effect is starting to take place. Its been a few months and hopefully it will end pretty soon. I knew this time was coming because 2010 started off way to good and now the domino effect is currently taking place but within the next month it will be over and I will be back on top of my game like always. I had to cut the fat with a few young ladies. It was for the best and I broke a rule and paid for it but it will next happen again. Im going to stick to the rule book that I wrote and follow them precisely from now on.

long distance vs lazy

Now this subject is something that has been bothering me for a minute now. Havent you noticed that sometimes the people you have more in common with are far away compared to another person who is closer to you? Through my years I have come into contact with alot of women, beautiful women i must say, who would be perfect for me but of course the distance becomes a issue and im not for the long distance thing, it just doesnt work out. Now if there is a person who likes you or is into you and they are close enough to see but it seems like its a long distance thing then thats just lazy. Now theres a difference between long distance and lazy and its quite obvious. For example I know a girl, a friend in her eyes ( but thats another story), who at one point lived literally 5 minutes away from me and always talked about hanging out and stuff like that but of course she was full of hot air but now she recently moved out to tracy and all of a sudden wants to make an attempt to hang out and stuff and im like no I dont want too you had a chance to when you were down the street. Shes the definition of a lazy friend. Not even being up to the standard of a friend just a somebody. Now with her being lazy in the beginning I eventually gave up and moved on to someone else to hang out with who wasnt lazy. She shouldnt be complaining to me about why I dont hit her up anymore, why I havent asked about hanging out! Well what do you think?!?!?! You cant expect for someone to sit around and put up with your laziness eventually they will move on and when you finally realize what happened its too late because to the other person you no longer exist.

Hmmmm...

My best friend told me last night that its time for me to be with a solid woman and be in a relationship that has meaning. After sleeping on it she was right. It is time for me to stop dating girls for the moment and think about being with someone for the long term future. its gonna be hard to find that special specific girl that I feel comfortable with but I think I maybe already found her I'm just not looking deep enough. Its much more complicated to actually be in a relationship then to just date. I just don't want a boring woman. I want a woman that I have so much things in common with that I can bring them around my friends and it won't be weird. I just don't want a weird gf period either because I don't have a lot of patience and that's mostly why I'm single now. Most of all I want a girl that wants to succeed and will help motivate me and support me in my ideas. I've dated too many girls in the past who were just there to be there but really had no purpose, no drive to wanna do anything and it just held me back. I wanna succeed and be fruitful in life and I want a woman with the same drive to wanna be successful. I made a promise to myself that I would be in a steady relationship by the end of this year and I'm determined to meet that goal.
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I did it!!!!!

Well I finally did it! I finally finished part 1 of my goal. Hopefully part 2 will be just as easy or easier. These past 2 years have been stressful and crazy. Juggling relationships, friends, and schoolwork is tough but can be done and I did it. By september I plan on having a gf, in a good college/university, and something else I can't really think of right now. I have a plan and so far I'm executing it. Now its time to execute part 2 of my plan!
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