And the Story Continues...

 Let's fast-forward a couple of months. No word from BT or their people. But all that changed on Valentine's Day. People tend to associate Vday with love and affection towards one another but BT still having anger in her heart, decided that they were going to write a letter to me. Now after analyzing the letter, I noticed a few things right away. Number one, that my name was spelled incorrectly. As someone who is close to me and has known me my own life, how could you spell my name wrong? Makes me start to wonder that she didn't write the letter but yet someone helped her. Number two, she started mentioning things from when I was child that she supposedly did for me but as far as I know, Wen Yawn didn't even want to claim me as his child and the only reason they saw me is because they wanted to, not because my mom just pawned me off on them. I'm just so confused to why all this needed to be brought up. The bottom line is BT will never let this go until they are gone. It's so disappointing because it took 40 years for their true colors to come out. All the lies, greed, selfishness is out in the open now for everyone to see. And since BT and their people are going around saying things about me, best believe I'm going all the way to the top with this. It's about two weeks until my birthday, I'm sure she will write more letters throughout this year. BT needs to let it go. Their obsession with money is going to be their downfall. The disrespect that is being shown to my uncle is terrible. He did warn me that BT would show their true colors and to not trust people. People are snakes. Or better yet wolves in sheep clothing. How do you claim to be Christian but yet wishing bad on other people? What kinda shit is that?  That just makes you look like a monster.                                                                                                                                                              

                                                                                                             

Where Do I Begin...Part 2

 Literally the week of my son's birth, I was cussed out by BT because the money that was left for me she wanted and didn't care that it was for my son. Not only that, she had her " so called" family friends who aren't even involved in this start reaching out to me saying terrible things about me and my family. After months go by, but I finally completed the tasks that were asked of me. I had blocked BT on every outlet and she still found a way to send me a note disguised as a christmas card. This whole time in her mind she's thinking oh he's mad at US and all that but no it's just YOU! My grandfather had nothing to do with this and because of old age and declining health he's sad and depressed about how everything has happened. Plus she won't let anyone speak to him without her present which makes me think that something else is going on and she doesn't want him to speak out. 

Where do I begin....Part 1

If I'm back to blogging, then you know it's been a crazy time in my life. There's so much to update the world on but I will save that until I share the true nature of my return. Kris Krucial aka King Petty, aka The Vengeful One, is fighting to be released but we have changed over the years and we havent gone straight to the person. But the events of the last several months is making it harder and harder to hold in. 

The past 6 months has been the hardest for me. Not only dealing with the death of my uncle but dealing with the drama of my secondary family. I was left with specific instructions and my family didn't agree with it. It all starts and centers around someone we will call BT. Now BT was someone who was very special in my life up to a certain point and thats where this story begins with part 1....

Leading up to the passing of my uncle, he contacted me and let me know that he did not trust members of the family. And you know me, neither did I, especially father, who we have mentioned in multiple stories before. My last time ever speaking to him was over a decade ago because he yelled and said some hurtful things to me and my mother so I wrote him out of my life completely. I'm pretty sure I have a story about that write on here someone, and if I don't then I will write one Lol. 

Now back to the story, at the moment I last saw my uncle, my son wasn't born yet but he said he wanted to help me with raising him so he was going to leave me a certain amount of money which can be used to put him through school, and whatever necessities he needs through the years. I DID NOT ask for him to help but out of the kindness of his heart he wanted to because my uncle never had children of his own and he saw how I was treated by my father. When he told me this, there were witnesses, including my wife and his gf. When my uncle passed, before my uncle's body was even cold, BT started trying to get the life insurance and figured she was the beneficiary to all the money, but wow she was so wrong. My uncle had split the money into different things and the big bulk was given to me, while a medium bulk given to my step brother. Now, the rest of his accounts were given to the government to settles taxes and other things. 

Because my uncle passed away in a different country, we had to wait months before we could get a death certificate and the ashes.  Once that was received, I went through the process of doing what he wanted me to do. 

hmmm

Every once in a while you come across someone who need to be reminded of how special they are. Authority figures for example, some don't mind compliments but others like to be told how awesome they are. Way to be narcissistic right?

Playing the game

Why is it that when you stop showing attention to someone they decide to put attention to you? That's probably the number three question of all time behind is megladon real and who shot tupac. The act of acquiring feeling for someone who doesn't reciprocate can be a dangerous road. You either keep it to yourself or go balls deep and make a fool of yourself. Either way it could hurt but who knows. Don't waste years waiting for one person to notice you. Don't change who you are for this person. Don't be afraid to slap yourself back into reality. Stay true to yourself. You won't know who you truly are if you're too busy trying to be someone else. Care about yourself but don't be a fat head about it.One thing you have to remember is caring is a type of feeling. A lot of people don't care but some do feel. That sounds like a bunch of crap but it's true. My life is a hot mess but yet I'm not in denial about it. I embrace it because I care enough to want to change it, sometimes. When you get to a point in your life where everyday is a new adventure, then you've hit your ultimate happy place in your life. Nothings wrong with a little extra emotion in your life. Just don't be all sugary with it. It may take days, months, or years but you'll eventually get there and you will feel awesome.

The passion for life

How do people go about life with no goals in mind? Some goals are realistic and some are unrealistic. Don't you try to explain to me that all goals are realistic and people can do whatever they put their mind to became that's wrong! I can say I want to be a doctor but if you saw my grades you would laugh in my face.  It's ok to have confidence in yourself but don't be cocky with it and don't lie to yourself. It's like an obese person saying their big boned, NO! You are wrong for thinking that! Bones are the same size in diameter but I can't say the same for the fat around it. This is probably why none of my relationships last. It's because I find a way to screw it up, which has been the last few times, or the girl has no goals in life and is a loser. I'm the king of picking terrible girls or as my aunt would say I'm captain save a hoe. You start to think about these things as you grow older. The older you get the more it bothers you. You want to get married and have a family but you have to think about the girl's family, for example are they ratchet or civilized? That's probably the thing that worries me the most and the reason why I refuse to meet family members of girlfriends until I know it serious. My life is a hot mess as some would say but yet my passion for life doesn't go down but goes up. I evolve to become greater. My passion bucket is what keeps me going for the ultimate prize. A prize that I don't know what it is yet.

This wack chick!

SO this girl I used to talk to last year around this time got in contact with me and we were gonna see where it went again. I hate this girl, she tried to play me! Good thing I kept myself ready at all times just in case she tried to get me and it worked out. She was talking to this other girl off and on ever since me and her had stopped talking around december of last year. Well the joke is on her because I never shed tears for these chicks, never! She tried to give me the oh lets be friends still speech but all it's gonna do is hurt her not me because best believe I have some of the hottest lady friends around and I will put them in her face and she will regret it lol! Yes I am very vengeful but what can I say it's in my nature!